And Here We Go Again…
So…by this time I’m sure most people are aware that I.Hate.My.Job. Seriously. I’m not happy. I haven’t been happy. And I have actively been looking for new employment for some time now. Well, Monday afternoon I learned that I am being laid off, effective March 26 thru September 7. Shit! Of course I am disgusted because no one wants the table turned on her but I am certainly looking at it from the most positive perspective. I don’t have much choice.
Yes it sucks that I am out (fortunately (yet, unfortuantely) it is not just me) but what can I do? There’s no point in sulking and crying and freaking out (although my stress level has gone up somewhat – lawyers pay shit wages and EI covers only 55-60% so 55-60% of shit is MORE SHIT!) because the decision has been made. All I can do (and have been doing) is keep looking and KNOW that God has something bigger in sight for me. I know it’s out there and I have faith that it will come along. Sure it may take some time but it’s out there. And when I’m 100% ready I know God will be pushing me with full force to get my ass in gear and get out there and grab it (although, with the knowledge of unemployment right in my line of vision I feel I am pretty much 100% ready and not willing to be penniless, so God, if you happen to be reading my blog, here is my ass – please feel free to give it a kick now…Hard if you must).
Anyway, I will try and keep things posted on my successes, as I refuse to have any unsuccessfulness.