#13 – List 3 Confessions
Three confessions? Um, not really sure where to start. Most things I am pretty open about. Let’s see what I can provide:
1) I was once a runner up to be on a Canadian reality TV show – U8TV – The Lofters. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/U8TV:_The_Lofters
I saw an advertisement in the newspaper for it when they were first throwing out the idea and I made every attempt to be part of that project. I had many communications with the producer and finally what it came down to were two things: 1) location 2) They had already select one “Sandy” to be on the show. WTF? Whatev! I watched for the first little bit and eventually gave up on following. But it would have been a wonderful experience.
2) I always wanted a Bill Cosby/Tony Micelli type relationship with my dad. I never had a close one with him and was always envious of friends who did. I even envy Blair’s relationship with Abby….bc it was something I longed for as a child. Right now my dad is in the hospital – in and out of ICU and it is devastating to watch him go thru what he’s going thru. I don’t hug my dad….and my mom was trying to get me to hug him last week. I told him if I hugged him now he’d think he was worse off than he already thinks he is. The first thing that pops into my head when hugging my dad….awkward.
3) I sometimes wish I was still in high school. Life was SO much easier when I was younger. However, I wish I was who I am now….but transferred back to high school age. I like who I am now, for the most part. I have a better grasp on things now than I ever did back then. And I’m more fashionable AND funnier now. 🙂 Life was just easier…this whole “workin’ for a living” thing can sometimes be a drag. 🙂